amirhafizi80: The things I'm afraid of, this is what I'm facing right now.

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amirhafizi80: The things I'm afraid of, this is what I'm facing right now.

I was afraid of a life of pain. I'm now in pain almost constantly.

I was afraid of earning below minimum wage. I'm now earning maybe 20 percent of what I used to make.

Is this supposed to make me stronger or is it just torture?

I don't know. I'm just worried about the other stuff on my list of things to be afraid of - being reincarnated as a caterpillar, becoming a politician, and other things I don't even dare to write.

You can do this, brother.

Stay strong. Your tests, painful as they are, weigh heavily on the scales of the Hereafter.

Remember always His repeated promise: with hardship comes ease. (Qur'an 94:5-6)